Long distance.

Today was, actually, a really good day. Like, a lot of days are good but today was ajdbdbsjbfjebfbdh *_*
Now; say I am obsessed, and wasting my time but I don't care.
Today was amazing.
Why?
I saw someone I've long awaited (nearly six months) seeing this person. The most perfect person in the world in my eyes. I wish he saw himself like I do.
See the problem with long distance is; if you don't have a care, much like his and my situation, you never get to see one another. This. Is. Painful. Never seeing someone you love so dearly, you have so much to question things trust wise. I have never been a believer of long distance. Lets just say I am now and wrap this up.

-3.8.13-

What's been going on.

Well, I guess I've been lacking quite a bit on updating, haven't I? 

Well, I was checking out the post's of a very close family friend, and was reminded to come back to mine.

 (Blog here:

 http://thelivesofdogs.blogspot.com/?spref=fb)

Anywho,  I guess quite a bit's been going on. The, previously mentioned, friend's dog passed and I have grown up with this dog so it was very tragic. -Not just for me-

He died 13 days before his 11th birthday.

Maybe it just makes it seem like it's been a lot, but that's the thing with tragedies. They turn into all you think about. Perhaps it's just me, but I'm almost entirely sure it isn't. Anyway, I suppose not much has really happened lately. I'm on spring break but only for four more days. I've spent it in my preferred style; Lazily.

I've really no more to say on the matter. 

                                                                                                             P.s R.I.P Junah, I love you (little?) buddy c:

I'm back c:

Okay, so I'm not really active. But I'm going to post poems (mine) and short stories (mine)

Post One.

Well, I'm back. I'm so sorry, I was caught in a terrible situation, and I have a feeling that it will get worse. I'm here at my grandma's. I am going home today. My mom is getting me a counsler, but I don't want one...
She thinks i need to talk to someone because of my counsler at school whom insisted on getting her for me. Maybe it'll be good. Better than the stupid school one. He said everything was confidential! Then he told my mom! What the heck. I'm so mad, even though this was a while ago.
I saw my mom yesterday. My real one, that is.
We went out to eat, my sister, and two brothers where there.
This has been a short post, but i'll be back.

                                                                                                              Always,
                                                                                                                      Jessica
                                                                                                              Xoxo

This is me.

This is me, I guess I'll tell you some things about how I've gotten to who I am right now.

 I was taken from my mother when I was about eight months, and lived with my grandmother in peace until I was eight years old. She had, then, told me what had happened to me. I was totally devastated, and I started crying. for those years it never got to me because I had met my real mother about a year later. She visited on my birthday and Christmas. But since summer I have wanted to move in with her, but my grandmother wants me to stay here. I was sneaking around with my mother planning my return home and court dates when my grandmother found out she was very mad. She told me I had to stay here, it was for my own good. I didn't believe her, I still don't. I wish she'd let me go. We recently got into a fight and she said "I SHOULD PACK ALL OF YOUR THINGS AND MAKE YOU GO!" and I wouldn't have minded that. I guess she won't ever accept that I don't want to stay, but she'll see one day that I'm meant to go home. 

                                                                                              Always, 

                                                                                               Jess xoxo